Mom went borderline on me.
I told her she was a narcissist with borderline. She mentioned she has $1500 of my SSI money saved up for when I move. Only to be released to me when I move. My therapist feels she's entitled to the money as supposedly, would any court in the land. I'm paying for it, with what money?
Mom became really crazy with me when I told her I feel she stole my money. I guess I was a bit manic that time but anybody would go manic when threatened with getting kicked out of the house that night. I kept repeating that she stole my money and that I didn't trust her anymore. She says one minute that money is gone, the next that it exists. I'm really confused.
I want my money. So I can move. In that sense I try to behave in order to get it back, to build trust and get it back. My parents want me to get a job, so they can retire, sell the house, and move in that order.
Thank you Andine, I will have a great holiday even if I'm by myself. I have a friend coming over on the 2nd. I'm going to see my boyfriend over New Years. I have people to be with. Its not like I don't.
that's nice for you.
Yeah well, I'm going a bit crazy alone. I called South America just tonight to see if I could raise my mom and I got a cell phone # via my cousin. So I talked to my mom who sounds okay. I had a nice talk with her and even got asked to do a business related favor as mom is a broker. She is actually seeing me as a grown-up right now. I have never felt more grown-up than I do right now because I had to drive to my boyfriend's family's house for Christmas Day. To drive in the rain which is something I have problems with by myself. I get anxious. I managed to do that successfully. I feel like a grown-up. I'm going to bed now.