I so screwed up...

Have a confession to make... Last year I was trying to get to know this girl and just become friends with her and I ended up making her mad... I apologized time and time again and I don't know if she ever forgave me and this is just driving me up the wall... I use to go to church every Sunday morning and night and Wednesday night, but now I just don't want to go back because I feel like she is still mad at me and if she sees me she may bring all of this up again and ask me why I did what I did... I'm afraid to do anything to try to contact her and apologize again, because I feel like I would be a stalker or something... This is just really stressing me out... This happened last year, and it is still stuck in my head. I told her that I was only trying to become friends with her, but I feel like where I really screwed up my stupid self started talking about my parents being divorced the same as hers... I feel so stupid. I know I shouldn't have brought that up with her, especially after she had just broken up with her boyfriend... I was a complete idiot that night... and we stayed up talking till midnight that night, but after that, she even deleted her facebook page... her friends even called me a creeper and that hurt more than getting kicked in the nads. Yeah I'm just rambling on, but I needed to vent this out. Don't know if this made any sense, but if anyone reads this, just try to understand it the best you can... To be honest, I don't even think I understand what I just typed up... but oh well... at least letting this out is making me feel a bit better...