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By Ross on Sat, 07-10-10, 07:12

OK so I kind of called it, but it was kinda predictable. You're gravitating to where the attention is. I pity early teenage girls. That transition from grammar school, where talents, or intelligence, matters-- into middle school and high school and puberty, where none of that matters, what matters is adapting to that non-communicating communication girls do, and it's like you're all expected to know how to do it, but it's a learning experience, and from the outside it looks like girls will go to great emotional lengths to gang up, to not be the target.

By the way, seriously how drunk were you when you wrote this journal entry?

You readily cling to alcohol being your pal. that seems worse than any sex addiction you might have.

So did these boys, their attention, give you confidence? I mean did it make you feel attractive? and how often was your heart broken? I'm guessing rather often, only because, yeah, you have the reputation and they know that, so they go for what they want, only get this or that, but say anything to get it, you buy into it, only to have them split. maybe you developed thick skin and started 'not giving a shit' about it, even though you probably did, it was better not to. I think about the girls back then when we were 14 or 15 that had slutty reputations, and my opinion of them today has vastly changed. I also remember saying whatever needed to be said to score with girls. Personally I found that too distasteful after freshman year, I hated having to pretend to back up shit I said in the heat of the moment.

Now, another cliffhanger ... what's IT? You're adopted? That might have been good news actually. Divorce?

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