May 21, 2012 | Subscribe

Magic Cure

I wish there was a magic cure that I could wake up one day is have true and lasting control of this addiction. At this point Im not even praying for it to go away, I just wanna be able to control it. BUt it feels like I take one step forward and 10 steps back. Its only getting worse and I see myself loosing more control, yet I cant stop. Its like I am an outsider looking in as my mind and body slowly wastes away.

I feel like the devil is coming after my soul hard core. I thought that I had surrendered my life to God but why is this evil still here, just lingering. Praying, journaling, church, positive thinking when will it all pay off?? Im just so frustrated, and mostly mad at myself because I cant control this.... which sucks for a control freak like myself. So today, I feel Blah!!!! Just wishing for a magic cure that will take all of this pain away!

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