May 21, 2012 | Subscribe

pregnant, hurt, & overstressed

i have been w someone for over 2 yrs now in a relationship that shouldve been over at day 1. i fell in love w a monster. it makes me sick to think of all the infidelity and lying and manipulation that he has done & i always think ive reached my breaking point & then i get hurled back into the relationship.
im 3 months pregnant & not even excited. he proposed only because he felt 'obligated' to. i even went dress shopping today & found 'the one' but highly doubt ill ever wear it and it breaks my heart
i work 2 jobs and started a masters program. i am a beautiful person that deserves so much more & i feel so trapped now. i want to be w someone who loves me as much as i love them & is as loyal as i am. i know someday i will find someone but right now i feel so loney, foolish, weak, exhausted, etc. i dont want to be alone. i can honestly say i hate my life right now & feel like its not going to change

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By bluidkiti on Mon, 07-05-10, 23:12

Hi tamara43, I am so sorry for what you are going through. Only you can decide to continue on in the relationship with this guy. Main thing right now is taking care of you and your baby. Doing what is best for you both. Take this a day at a time - one step at a time. Do you have any family and/or friends who can help you out and support you? Keep sharing with us and letting us know how you are doing. We are here for you. ((((hugs))))

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By April on Wed, 07-21-10, 16:37

Tamara, please listen to Bluidkiti & please look within/reflection for the answer as to why you would choose people that would treat you bad, there are answers as to why & we're here for you if & when you would like to talk & please take care of you.

April

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