May 21, 2012 | Subscribe

bad recovery day yesterday and day before

had a real issue with wanting what i know what was in the house. I really made a mess of things at home over it. I knew the pills were in her purse, I couldnt find them. I was crazed lookin for them. She hid them from me thank god. I was weak, she was stronger than I could be right then. I thank her so much. Today is just a shit ton of remorse for my actions, and a whole lot of pain in my back. I know that is normal and will go away, the pain that is. The remorse, im not so so sure. She is on the verge of kickin me out. I have done so much, I see as my thoughts clear without the narcotics, what ive done. I was more numb than I thought. Remorse isnt the word I for what i feel now, its like my insides woke up. This pain sucks worse than the physical.

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By bluidkiti on Tue, 06-29-10, 23:35

Hi wkzeigler, I am sorry that you have been having a bad time but you didn't take any pills right? If you have done something to make her upset then maybe think about making amends but make sure to keep your side of the street clean. Are you attending any meetings like NA? if not, then maybe check those out. You don't have to do this alone. Keep hanging in there and taking it one day at a time. It does get better. Keep sharing with us. I hope today is better for you. ((((hugs))))

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