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My Story

Hi my name is Emili and I currently live in Missouri, but going to be moving to texas with my parents. When I was 18 years old I got married to my high school sweet heart Josh, and I graduated High School the same night. That was May 30th 2008. Three months later I found out I was pregnate. I had a really rough pregnancy,and I was sick all the time.On March 31,2009 my son Zackery was born, and he was my whole world. I did have to take care of our son by myself, but I didn't care it was well worth it. Tragety Struck my family just two months later when my husband and I and our two month old son were traveling to Missouri when we were hit by a semi truck, I was the lucky one and walked out with only set belt bruises. My husband and son were not so lucky. My husband was pinned in the car so they had to cut him out, my son has very serious injuries. I will not go into to many details on there condition, but alls I can say is three days later on June 7,2009 my two month old son passed away due to sever head injuries, and broken rib and femer. My husband was in a totally different hospital and he had to learn to rewalk, the doctors didn't thnk he would even make it. Now after being married two years, my husband asked me for a divorce on the anniversary of my sons death. He has even started seeing someone else. I am afraid that I won't be able to find anyone who will except me for how I am. Anyway that is my story there is a lot more to it but this is all I will say for now.

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Emili

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By bluidkiti on Sat, 06-19-10, 05:53

Hi Emili, I am so very sorry for what you have been through. Have you sought any counseling for help with dealing with this or any type of grief support group? There is someone out there who will love you for who you are. Please know that we here care about you. Keep sharing with us. I will pray for you. ((((hugs))))

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By domestic on Sun, 07-18-10, 08:47

hon

im so sorry for u but as bluidkiti it does get better

please feel free to keep posting and chattin

as always loving thoughts and positive vibes

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By sugaraddict on Tue, 07-20-10, 21:07

Emili,

I'm so sorry to hear about the loss of your child. I've never experienced it myself, but have gone through the death of a sister, and am also a mother. I cannot imagine the grief and heartbreak you feel constantly so my heart goes out to you.

As for your husband, perhaps he is dealing with his own grief and doesn't know how else to "move on." I think for men it is easier to deal with the death of a child than it is for a mother, who literally can never get over it in any sense.

You are forever a changed woman, however, that does not have to stop you from living. Know that your son still loves you and I'm sure he's looking over you from beyond and hoping that you will again be happy one day.

Instead of worrying about what some other man is going to think about you, please concentrate on yourself right now. Get the emotional help you need from someone. Cry when you need to.

When the time comes, one day, you will be ready again to look for another relationship, and when you find the right person, he will appreciate your experiences and will feel just as distraught as you do because of your loss, because he loves you.

Again, my heart goes out to you Sweetheart.

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