May 16, 2012 | Subscribe

Going Downhill

Sunday june 20, 2010 was one of those days where my self esteem was a 1. That was the day things started going downhill. Days before i felt the sadness coming on and off, but that day I fell back to my bad habit of puking. I know i told my uncle that i would never go back to that habit, but i was desperate. I felt the fullness in my stomach and i panicked. The only thing i could think of was to make that feeling go away and to do so by throwing it all away. It was relieving, but i still felt guilty for what i did so i decided it was time to go for an hour run. I hate days when i feel like that. I looked myself in the mirror and was disgusted with what i saw. I can't believe why for many years i still carry the weight. The main issue i try to except was how i got this way and why i didn't do something about it earlier on in life.

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