7/8

Last night and this morning were really pleasant. The girls of my support group are really awesome people. Another day and I am still here, I am happy with that. Its looks like for the first time that Marcia had some limited contact with one of the girls in the support group. I called my T about this and she said that this was a very positive thing, and to try my hardest to allow this to continue. With that said though, I did have a couple of very explicit dreams the other night that I did not share here because I have been asked to stop being so explicit, so out of respect for those whom can't handle other peoples truths I won't do it, as unfair as I think that is, I will respect it.

It seemed that after having a little less anxiety about Marcia, and allowing a limited contact with others that the day to day events go a little smoother. I do still have or get a couple of urges that last only a minute or two that come from Marcia for sure. I also have made a promise to her that we would go shopping this Friday for a limited amount of clothing just for her. A couple of under garments and a sun dress and sandals. I am still not comfortable about getting her any sex toys yet. But that is for later down the road.