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Wondering what will happen next?

This probably belongs in many categories, im just using bipolar cuz it covers alot.

Latly ive been very moody. Things are way out of my control in life. I have no job. No real prospects of a descent one. I have a judge down my neck for 250 a week in child support. An exwife/exbest friend that rag me constanly. (BTW they are together) Year and a half ago, I met an angel. She has a job I dont really like. We need a substancial income to support all my obligations. We have 3 kids in the house, and 4 by my ex. Can you say HOLY SHIT!!!!! I can. We live with her mom as well, a royal bitch that cant look on the possitive side to save a life. For the past year my temper has gotten so bad, and mood swings, Ive hit my GF. I look for help, and there is a waiting list. A pain pill problem that I cant seem to get rid of.

Needless to say, I am a little depressed. The guilt of what ive done to my gf is killing me inside. Worry over the money situation is right there too. I cant seem to get anything done that new stuff happens. I cant seem to get a grip on anything.

Oh yeah,,, I also have a felony conviction for theft... making the job search harder. Even though i have 3 associate degrees. Ran a business for 2 years, started my own and did well for 5 years. economy busted it. and the ex....

Life sucks
keith

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By wonderwall on Sun, 06-20-10, 05:26

Apply for little jobs like McDonald's. I seems demeaning but right now you should accept it anyway. A job is a job right now. Work your ass off to be promoted. It'll look great and maybe then you can find something. Ex wives or exes in general can be quite bitchy. I think with a small job like McDonald's you could save up for a small place for you guys. Maybe the stress of
not being on your own and
harassed escalates your mood.
Try writing what makes you anger and write how you feel. What makes you angry how you want to release it. Just write it all out and then burn it. By burning it everything that angered you at that moment is gone and you should feel better. I used to do it and it worked. Try that.

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