May 16, 2012 | Subscribe

It aint over, till I say it's over

20 years ago, I was 15 years old, and that's when my downhill road started. I do at some stage want to get all the good, the bad and the very ugly out in the open, but 20 years worth is kinda difficult. And the worst part, I could have been here ages ago, and I have no idea why its taken me this long. Well actually, a really big problem I'm sitting with is not knowing what life should be like without alcohol. My parents drank all the time. I drank until I met my husband, and we've drunk ever since. We drink for entertainment, to banish our crappy thoughts, for any and every reason. Now I've finally gotten tothe point where I know it has to stop. I don't know what to do now, or what will happen, but I can't carr on like this. I commit emotional suicide every time I wake up the morning after - and i'm not mostly even doing anything wrong when drunk anymore. More later

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By bluidkiti on Wed, 06-09-10, 05:52

Hi aloneagain, I just wanted you to know I am here for you. You are not alone. I did reply to your post here http://alcohol.supportgroups.com/sg/alcohol/time-to-admit-it . Keep coming and sharing with us. We are here for you. ((((hugs))))

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