A taboo subject but one that has destroyed my life !!!!! . I have been affected since (at least! 2004) . (Then consensual) and in 1999 with an attempt at what I would class as 'non consensual ' by my Uncle. It has Completely fucked up my life . I feel Completely unable to meet a man as I believe they are all sleeping with their mother's!!!!! . I don't know why people even 'commit incest'! It has to be by far THE. most brainless thing I can think of that anyone could ever possibly do!!!!! . The majority of the time I feel like the only intelligent person on this planet!!!!! .
I'm sorry to hear about what happened to you. Have you tried seeing a professional about this? I know that they can expensive, and that it can be hard to open up to a stranger but it might be a good idea to try and talk to someone about what you went through and how it is affecting your love life. Have you tried online therapy? It might be more accessible and affordable for you? Here's a link to a site that offers online therapy: http://www.therapyhub.com/ I've never done it myself, but I have friends who've had normal therapy and it has been helpful for them. I hope you find this useful.
sorry to hear, Uncle sometimes are bastards you should NEVER trust. Sad to say I think all my uncles are bullshit. they are not incest but they are no father figure, well except for one. He is actually a humble family man, the rest are crap.