Letter to my parents!!
Im trying to attempt to write a letter to my parents.Im haveing a really hard time with it.How do you tell the two people you love that because they didn't show their love to you and because you felt invisible to them..that this has hurt you throughout your life and that you have been struggling with an eating disorder,low self esteem..without hurting them?
I know that I need to do this in order to get past all of this and move more in my recovery..Im also worried that in telling them they will be hurt but care ...My intentions are not to hurt them.But Im afraid it may hurt them.I don't want them to start showing their love for me just because of my eating disorder.I want to find the right words..to help them understand that I don't blame them.BUt as I look back even though they were not aware of how they were towards me ...I can't help but feel that part of me does blame them..but how can I if they were not aware of any of this??