No matter what I do I'm always wrong. I'm so tired of being
No matter what I do I'm always wrong. I'm so tired of being wrong, and that's the only time people notice me, is to correct me..and make me feel small. I wish I wouldn't let everyone get to me, guess they see me coming, I'm a door mat. It's getting hard to get out of bed in the mornings, and I am so tired of crying myself to sleep..
you are not a retard, you are not stupid, dumb , ugly or anything else dim witted people have told you. you are an intelligent human being who has feeling , needs and wants just like any other. maybe you just need to have a heart to heart talk with your husband. i agree with parent18 seek counseling . talk to your true friends and hang out with them. they can help
SueMarie, you sound really depressed. I cried a lot myself before I made an appt. and saw a psychiatrist who put me on antidepressants. The pills took away my constant sadness and crying, now I'm just tired of everyone and everything. Make an appt. to help yourself. Forget about other's opinions about you. Even if you were "perfect" they'd still have an opinion.
I agree with everyone, SueMarie. The molestation you lived thru hurts you more than you may realize. You can't just block that stuff out!!!! That messes you up for life!! Low self esteem is just one of the many things you feel that can be contributed by what you lived thru. That must have been unbelievably hard to deal with as a teenager, without anyone to talk to about it. Now your here. All you need to do is write how you feel, and we will be here to help you. Look at all the people who have already written to you wanting to help you. Your not alone anymore, the calvery has arrived!!!!